As a human being it is more likely for me to change periodically and to have as many interests as possible in my life because the curiosity that leads to the conquest of the unknown is always present in one's soul. Every where I look I see the change as the constant element that defines the life, I know that it is not particularly original as an idea because from Heracleides to Hegel the change has always been considered as the "fountain of life" and has been treated as the source of progress by so many.
What attracts me to the idea of change is the power of transformation, I like to observe and to experience the surprises that life occasionally gives us. To be precise, I see the vectors of life not the situations, not the eras but the bridge that has tied these situations and eras together and made a chronological list out of them: the storyboard of the mankind. This link or this relation of matters, of notions and of individuals create a globe, an unbreakable chain in front of my eyes. I just couldn't help, I had to compare, calculate and evaluate every single event that had place in my surroundings.
This « linking » ability has helped me through my life and manifested in various ways, I was taking litterature courses in French and in Turkish and surprisingly all my french litterature essays had turkish litterature references and vice versa. Furthermore, as a LGBTT activist, I believe that all the actions and the effort that I have poured into this cause is the concrete fact that I am seeking and mostly demanding the change in all areas of my life.
On another level, I have been told several times that I was constantly changing not in a bipolar way. What people ment by remarking this change in me was that I was able to redefine myself according to my needs and my wants at that moment. Is this unstability? No, this is sheer determination; I get what I want and I am not afraid of adapting myself to the person or the group in front of me. This is not a Zellig way of radically changing apparence, but this is the rôle of the bridge. I see the human interaction like a current of electrons, the energy that flows from one to another. If you are able to see the missing part and to play it, you would probably be doing the simple grammar exercice of « filling the blanks » but practically speaking, you are being a part of the chain, the key element to let the electricity flow through the cables; the missing electron.
The operation of bounding two or more extremes and drawing up a conclusion, surprising and shocking by underlining the unbelievable connections may sometimes end up on a surrealist way of approach in life, changing prose into poetry and poetry into prose but It opens the way to renovation and is the real fuel of life.
It is more likely to talk about the general idea or the general cause that has led me to progress in certain areas. Beginning this essay It feelt as if I had an invisible vector that guided my life and honestly it is not that easy to describe this force nor its impacts because it is something that people aren't normally aware of. It is the source of all human actions and all dedications, possibly the cause of all the decisions that we make; the passion. It is true that the emotional quotient is one thing but far away from a rational process the passion is the one key element that ties the individual to its life. Why should I mention or choose such an abstract subject for an admission essay? Because it really is the truth, this is what I am most passionate about: the change, the life, the whole and the bridge -somewhat all related.
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